So.twisted.♥

2009-07-26T17:03:00.001+08:00

Moved to tumblr. :)
Thanks. ^^

Ivyivette.tumblr.com/
Welcome. :)

2009-06-19T17:26:00.003+08:00

Finally back to updating my rotted blog.

Heh.
Much things happened within all these times,
daily things, unexpected things, unexplainable things.
I just need to learn to make my right decision.
I need to study/work not to hang here, dangling in mid air.
the thought of studying make me remember so much of the past,
those I missed most was with my dearest sweetest darlings K,HP,E&A,
how we get crazy together, laughing & playing hard in like nobody's business.

Alright! Wish me the best & you, of course, the one reading my blog now. :)
Oh, I wonder why peoples like to call me, MeiZhu, is MeiJun!
I merely just eh sai in sleeping what? :{ Ciaos!

2009-05-13T02:33:00.003+08:00

I tell you,

I'm super tired!
Idk why.
I'm back from chalet, I did slept,
but I still prefer my own bed, my own pillows.
Hoho.

&&&! I buey teh hand they kept watching those disgusting shows.
Makes me almost puke out, they are perverts, sick in the mind.
OHMYGOD.

Okay, nights! :)

Of course I miss everything about you a lot still. :')

2009-05-06T12:13:00.004+08:00

Phew~, finally finished packing my clothes.
It's like O.O, hills of them.
All like brand new siolzxszxszxs, or most only wore 1-2 times?
WT~ Jitao keep in big big paper bags.
Mummy saw & asked what's happening,
then I said, oh~ Old/spoiled shirts luh, clean up wardrobe.(就是don't want let her go see.)
Buddens? :"这样多啊!" Then she started browsing over.
:"哇, 很多很美还好好的, 给我leys~"(tryna撒娇with me.)
then I finally said :"Don't cha siao me luh, maciam你塞得进likethat!" :P
Lols.

Anyway, there's tons of different brands, of course we can't remember where & when we brought them, will be selling them at low prices, :( a bit 不舍得nahhhhh, nobody ever dares to throw/give away/keep away my clothes away w/o my permission one lo. Even if by force, I'll have a thousand of excuses for each piece. Sigh! I know Be thinks so too luh.
She even got take her GAP t-shirts out & sell okay!
Alarmak. Pain luh, but boh pian! But then bury them at home,
leave them alone, let them rot right?. :(

So, I'm waiting for Shanel Lim to wake up again~
I tell you huh, if she's any later then 2pm,
then her spaghetti will be gone! hiakhiakhiak~

Ciaos. :)

I want nobody, nobody, nobody, but you.

------------------ *Taktak-tak.*

2009-05-06T08:13:00.005+08:00

Regretted, regrets, regretting.
Awaited, awaits, awaiting.
Cried, cries, crying.
What else can I do seriously?
I'm too tired to think anyway.
The only best way is to find something & get myself busy with. :')

下雨了站在玻璃门里头

并没有总是挂念着我

你带着伞来接我
夜晚了只剩老板跟我

像从前你抽着烟皱眉头

不知怎么安抚太任性的我

本来不觉得你特别疼我直到你不再疼爱我以后

已经过去雨伞和雨衣不会再庇护我

本来不觉得你特别疼我直到你不再疼我以后

来不及了手写的留言对象已经不会是我

停~雨了不必再躲~雨了已经过了该打烊的时候

还是不太想走

太晚了只能坐计程车

为什么~ 想念着摩托车常常会半路熄火的后座

本来不觉得你特别疼我直到你放弃爱我以后

已经过去雨伞和雨衣~ 不会再庇护我

本来不觉得你特别疼我直到你不再疼我以后

来不及了长长的简讯对象已经不会~ 是我

走在湿漉漉红砖道上沿着导盲砖试着假装

的确有点困难~ 也许我就这样走路回家~

反正你不再在乎几点~ 该几点回到家

本来不觉得你特别疼我直到你再也不疼我以后

已经过去雨伞和雨衣~ 不会再保护我

本来不觉得你特别疼我直到你放弃爱我以后来

不及了对不起长大太慢~ 害你遗失了我

抱歉, 让你白费了~ 这么多. ='(

But luckily, I have my precious ones still with me when I'm in my lowest period.

My 阿宝, Be & Si Pui Ey gorgor. ='D

Thanks for others who asked about me too,

wishing me lucks & those who asked me to cheers & smile too.

I'm grateful enough to at least still have people caring for me,

providing me a shoulder/hug when I burst out crying,

trying so hard to make me smile or laugh when I go weak again.

Yes, indeed, I've lost a great listener,

a "counsellor" & a very great pillar between these times.

Things that I've done that will/had hurt him blindly, I'm truely sorry.

But, deep down, I know, you're still supporting me secretly ay? :')

Yesssssssss, you! Trust me, I've grown up,

no longer the previously dumbwitted/stubborn Ivy anymore.

Thanks to everybody for everything you all had did for me.

I'll still be living strong with my tears & sadness though.

No worries ya, Ivy Sim Mei Jun, 沈美珺, will be fine. :')

2009-05-05T09:53:00.003+08:00

Bombing S to wake uppppppppppp!
Lols, tired still don't wanna admit.
Meeting her at my house to take pictures of our clothes that we wanna sell. :)
Haiyo!~ When will she wake up leys? Oh bummers-.-
& we really crack over mind over the bloglink of our blogspot.
Damn, bloglink "子"已吗! Need think so long mehhhhhhhhh. Lols.
Haiyoooooooooooo! Very 烦 leys?!!!!!!!!
Alarmak. x

想你, 已变一种习惯.

I don't dare to ask for more,

just all these I've been wishing.

Take care my dear. :')

2009-05-02T19:22:00.013+08:00

Last night I slept over at 阿宝's house.
Then in the late afternoon, Ahgirl came,
& we went playing badminton bringing 阿宝's little sis along.
Played till halfway, 阿宝suddenly goes, :"阿宝，你懂你昨天睡觉讲梦话吗?"
Then I said :"有meh? 可是我没有做梦leys?"
:"是meh? Buddens 你在那边一直(trying to act as me):"香香，香香~"
(then she added)"si beh烦lo!"
Me :"真的meh? 骗人loh!"
She ji tao scold me :"我骗你GAM LAN啊?!"
Then I lanlan :"Oh, okeh loh. :( "
Lols, she's a 母老虎.

So, I think I'm really going berserk so, real, soon! x'(
Am I really thinking too much?
Why everybody see my face say I'm very depressed?
Even not very close friends? sigh. :(

So I'm going prepare now & out to meet 阿宝, Be & Girl.
Or they kp I long again. Haha, I'm late queen. =P
Now 阿宝s' more late okay!

L4D later on & pool, both ahgirl suggested,
1st time she suggested to play pool, everytime ask her play,
she can *Plink!* teleport to don't know where, lols,
it feels real weird listening that she wanna learn. O.o

Gotta be off! Ciaozxszxszxs. :)

I guess,
I'll be really missing you more each day.
I don't even know when I'll ever see you beside me again.
Sigh, it's not that I'm brave to just post about you,
it's because I know you won't be reading my blog anyway.
& I didn't tell you all these,
because I don't want you to get irritated by me.
:( Take good care my dear, ride safetly though,
even I'm not the one behind you, sitting on the pillion anymore.
I really missed the past when you showered me with your love.
When would history repeat itself again? It's always the bad ones, repeating

2009-05-01T06:32:00.003+08:00

Sigh, why can't you just let nature take it's course & stop avoiding me?

Want to text you saying I wanna meet you so much,

but I know you wouldn't reply or will say, don't want, not free,

or others that are words to "No".

I wanna buy breakfast up to your house for you so much,

but I don't know what to say if you sees me.

Afraid that you'll get angry/irritated, scolding me.

Sigh, what must I do to make you come back?

I really can't get what's on your mind.

I just don't want you to forget me & leave me alone!

Can't you just give it a try then running away?

I'm really tired & worn out.

除了哭还有慢慢地等待, 我还能做什么.
也许，这是一种报应.
你知不知道，没有你的日子真的好难过.

2009-04-30T10:39:00.004+08:00

Ivy ishhhhh very bored.
Still not feeling any tired,
still not sleeping,
still using her comp,
still missing her 狗狗, 香香 & Tina. =x

Coming soon : A blogshop owned by me! 沈美珺! :D

2009-04-30T07:16:00.002+08:00

Darn angry of a fucking unknown stranger, nb.

You're always keeping everything to yourself.
What you want you must get it,
what you don't, you'll get them away as far as you can.
Don't you think that leaving me like this is much more hurting?
Raised me so high & just let go.
Maybe, probably or rather, my life is fated to be,
like you say, MISERABLE. FML!

Sometimes, in some ways,

a lie hurts more than anything else.

2009-04-28T13:04:00.004+08:00

Why are you like this?

Why you rather chose to go this way? ):

One day I'll just break down,

probably I should just disappear like this.

Sigh.

2009-04-28T07:40:00.007+08:00

WARNING!

This is a post FULL of pictures,

Yes as you can see,

pictures of our photoshoot!

Actually is 100++ out of 600+++ already okay!

Enjoy if you'll. :)

Syndy 姐姐 & the two very adorable sisters! :D
S'姐 was darn cool with a cold strong woman look!
& the two little one was damn sweet. Ahhhhh~~ :]

Reminded me of . . . ):

Like family only.. xD

Back to Shanel & I! =D

See my Be's face, :"Shag."

& the pose I asked her to! \m/

The Bebes. ;)

End of post. :)

Like finally. Phew!~

Don't print & put dartboard shoot uh! :D

Will upload our next photoshoot pics when I've got them.

Byebye~ :)

2009-04-25T03:18:00.002+08:00

When listening to Ahbaos MP3, I heard this song.
It really suit my mood so much, saying things that I feel,
things I wanted to say so much.
Anyway, it's 很想说 by 李圣杰. :)

在我眼里你永远最美连你一个微笑也都会让我醉
你所谓的幸福我想给以为手不放开就是痴心绝对
太愚昧难道笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了
还是真心死了彼此不信任了终於懂了真的
很想说有你是幸福的很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了很想说你真的忘记了
my love~

笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了还是真心死了彼此不信任了
终於懂了真的很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的很想说你是否听见了
很想说你真的忘记了爱了就有坚持理由
别说我会留在路口不会走
爱你会直到最后很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的很想说你是否听见了
很想说我们可不可以复合

2009-04-24T21:01:00.002+08:00

Finally I could sleep already, but of cause thanks to the *pills.
& thanks again cause I'm late for training of Gu Yue at Jooseng.
Post later. :)

So should I or should not? ):

2009-04-23T09:35:00.003+08:00

(Edited)
Ivy is home since 7 & still not sleeping yet! :(
Can't sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!
So she tried to D.I.Y her own nails for the first time. :D
Results, actually not so bad. Hiakhiak~

Some CMI luh, but still okay luh huh? Hees. :)
Wanted to draw Hello Kitty on them but after a second thought,
nah, or my poor 5 nails on my right hand will go ..... Okay, you got it. x|
How would it be nice if I don't have lion dance & I can put lots of Blings on my nails!
Oh, so prettyyyyyyyyy~ \m/ !!! :X

Oh, planning to go F.E.P & Haji with Be before dragon training at 7:30,
& I'm like so sickly feeling like extending back my eyelashes,
because I'm so lazy putting on mascaras, since I only draw my eyebrows &
of course covering my eyebags nowadays, why not right?! :D
should i like, go to sleep? Cause I'm looking like this 2 Darlings down here,

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Ah, gosh. O.o|'l

Oki Duki! Decided not to sleep & rather go outtttttttttt!
Till my next post readers!
Ye Ai! \m/

24th? 27th? Stay?
Can't you give some clue my dear?
Why is it always seems too late? )'=

2009-04-23T05:19:00.002+08:00

Yo! I'm at Mac using the comp!
With Wong Weng Keong! "The WeiYong Drummer!"
He asked me to type. Haha.
Then now ask me don't type very paisey. Lols!
Keep kp me never help him, he also never. -.-"
Haha, "Never help him what?!" he said. Lol.
After i said sure a not he scare like chicken. Hahahaha!

Darn bored! "Esther keh is so bastard!",
Baos, ahcute say de. Scold him. xD

Bye peeps. I'm just too bored.
I've got my pics for my photoshoot,
will update soon.........
Rocking away ya! \m/

How?! HOW?! HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW?! :'(

2009-04-20T16:48:00.004+08:00

It'll never be the same anymore.
Why did you chose to run away then giving a try?
I'm total down this few days, Ivy is not Ivy,
maybe for good?

后来, 我总算学会了如何去爱,
可惜你, 早已远去, 消失在人海.
后来, 终于在眼泪中明白,
有些人, 一旦错过就不再.

Crying would be my sleeping pills for my insomnia,
& you're the only medicine which can cure my dilemma.
My dear my dear. :'(

2009-04-18T03:20:00.005+08:00

Hello, I'm back. :)
Yes a fast trip indeed.

Falling in love with you taught me so much,
寂寞, 哭泣与混乱.
Falling in love with you made me forgotten what are,
笑容, 快乐与被爱.
Come back please & get me out of here.

我不想再活在混乱与困境中.

I need to see you so soon
so will you be back soon dearie?
I sincerely miss you so,
& yes, I really do.
Sigh. )'=

2009-04-16T18:26:00.002+08:00

Peace!
So, anybody who have words for "Shanel&Michelle" thingy,
please "announce/comments" at your own blog.
Thanks a tons! :D

& for some people, if I really irritates you so much,
kindly stop coming & visit my blog for goodness sake.
You don't have to come, view, get freaking disgusted of my ways,
complain to others or even scold my friends.
If you think I'm acting cute, nobody ask or even beg you to come.
& yea, I lovedddddddd acting cute, so what.
I'm a little girl so what, at least it's way better than you,
crazy, sick in the mind. -.-bummers*.
Fyi, I've stop contacting your 宝贝 for your very sake,
& so, leave me alone, I don't need you caring about my life,
get the hella out of me & get a life babe.
Wonder why some people like to purposely poke themselves in the eyes,
& *Ouch! they'd go.

Take care peeps, I'm off at 7.35 ya.
Don't text me any later then that! ^^

& I really do miss you a lot my dear.
All the best. ('=

2009-04-13T02:16:00.002+08:00

Ivy is home.
Tomorrow is exammmmmmmmmmmm day.
Frankly speaking. I kinda hate this word to some extend, hah.
Just played l4d at green again, even Ahger said :" Oh shit, but I have to admit that I'm addicted to this game too." wt? xD
So, I'm off to sleep people.
Nights. (:

I couldn't restrain myself from missing everything from the past,
those sweet little things & the great big love you showered me with.
Ohmy, for goodness sake, bring me out of this dilemma.

2009-04-12T16:51:00.003+08:00

Hello Michelle, you're so not up to standard yourself so please,
don't comment others to this very extend.
& indeed unscrupulous is a fabulous word for describing yourself.
If you don't know, unscrupulous refers to lack of moral standards,
or conscience to guide one's conduct.
Indeed you're a unscrupulous person is without scruples of conscience,
& disregards, or has contempt for, laws of right or justice,
with which you are perfectly well acquainted,
& which should restrain actions of your own my dear. (:
So nicely, stop being someone unprincipled whom lives without moral principles or ethical standards in conduct or actions. THANKS.

Oh, & YOUR OWN RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS,
WHAT FOR FREAKING PULL INTO SHI GUAN & SAY?
WHAT'S YOUR MEANING OF :"Don't need say so much here lah, at Taka compete."
What the, for goodness sake, think before you even say luh.
Wahkao, freak man, darn fustrated when heard you say this.
You're just a bua shou, want compete what? Not you on the pole jumping.

& fyi horrrrrrrrr, we're not there to see or even STARE at you like you mention okay.
You got friends we can't have meh? Alarmak.
Who can even predict you're there?! I don't have any business with'ya,
for what I go find out everything about you? *bummers-.-
Somethings is Gerald don't let Shanel reply you okay, not she scare or what.
Don't say until like she want create trouble luh,
then so you don't need to complain to others & ask people to take care of you.
Scared like a mouseyyyyyyyyyy. Hah.
Everybody got his/her own ways of presenting themselves,
& so does everybody can comments with their own mouth.
& if you never look at us, how would you know we were looking at you?
& if you didn't look, then my eyes are doing wrong luh?
STOP ACTING INNOCENT WHEN YOU'RE NOT.
& PLEASE MAKE IT CLEAR,
NOT THAT SHANEL DON'T WANT TO FACE THE FACT,
& CHEATING HERSELF OF THE TRUTH, IS THAT SHE'S SO BLINDED BY LOVE,
ALLOWING HERSELF TO TRUST GERALD SO MUCH OK.
& YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING BETWEEN THEM.
SO STOP TURNING YOUR OWN THOUGHTS TO THE TRUTH.
Oh, & of course she can't be you & achieve in life luh.
Hah, Be, you should know what i meant luhor? xD
& Hello, your post don't need, you you & you,
mention names luh. You say who clown, who barbarian? nb.

Ok, I'm damn flared up by your sentence.
It's not you on the poles.
BITCH.

2009-04-12T02:36:00.003+08:00

Ivy is off to sleep.
Tomorrow practice will be 1pm!

nights peeps! :)

LEONG HAO MUN = "好慢" 的乌龟! ;P

2009-04-11T08:23:00.003+08:00

I'm home-d!
After my L4D session mentioned earlier on.
It was fun, exciting & TIRINGGGGGG.
Fantastic, cause later no afternoon training anymore!
Can sleeeeeeeeeeeep longer. *Hiakhiak! =K
Okay, I'm just entertaining myself. Hah! @.#
OFF TO SLEEP!
bYezxSzxszXSXzXs!

Sayonara,
Say b-y-e-b-y-e. :B

2009-04-11T03:12:00.002+08:00

Hello!
Ivy is at Lan shop.
Ivy is playing L4D! :D
Lan shop is at Yishun.
Okay, Ahbaos complain say I never say got who!
So, got EstherKeh, ShanelLim, LooHanWen & ChewTengWee!
Lol :D
So, BYEBYE!

FuckerDirt*Bf, I miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!~ ):

2009-04-06T15:13:00.005+08:00

Yesterday didn't went dance practice! Ohmyyyyyyy.
Missed class again... & kbox outing with class & Xueling 老师. ):
Was having a photoshoot session for Mummy.
Cause Syndey Jiejie need models then called Shanel,
then don't know why pull me in also? --?
So i missed my lesson cause from morning took till late evening.
Tireddddddd~ But it's quite fun & at first really awkward~
But I just pushed myself forward saying : " Aye, die then die luh, die better then being so ugly in the pictures!", so I tried my best, listening to commands from the photographer.
So hopefully I have those pictures fast & I'll upload most of them!! :D
Enjoyed it, especially when I took with Be, so sweet can?!?!?!
Awaiting for those pictures & there'll be a second shoot,
a outdoor one. (:

2009-04-02T06:31:00.006+08:00

Ivy is now at Rivervale Plaza's Macdonalds!
Shanel is gone then left me! :D
Finally my new blogskin is doneeeeeee.
& i can go home after my Messenger is alright too. ):
Okay, as you can see I only the profile dp, the colours & a new tagboard.
Like days now you see, black but luckily there's still colours leading me ahead ya!
A smile confuses an oncoming sorrow,
so cheers people! =D

Ouhhhhhhh~ Neon colours & Hello Kitty are my loveeeeeeee. x]

This love will be the last because I won't repeat the same mistake once again.
Hiak hiak. =P

I miss you a lot Dumbdumb! Ouh bummers. ):

2009-04-01T05:05:00.003+08:00

Hello!
Okay this is a post to inform that Ivy can't post so often anymore. ):
Till I buy a adapter myself . . .

Anyway, I don't know what's & who's really on your mind like you mentioned in your post.
Must be I ownself think too much right?! haha, must be. -.-

Ok, i'm off.
Total low mood.
Be back later......

2009-03-29T11:11:00.004+08:00

Hello!
Ivy was so pitiful!
Freaking sister changed the password of the wireless!!!
Okay, cause I changed my lappy password first. Hoho!
Who ask her so idiot nah, my lappy like become her's auh.
Too bad, too badddddddddd, I used my 3rd sis wireless adapter afterall.
You not good, don't like you! 3rd sis better. HUR! Muackmuackzxszxs. Hees.
You betta don't stay with me, or even snatch my room, or you want come out living room,
you must knock the room door & ask me if you can come out not first. NehNiNehNiPooPoo! 不喜欢你!讨厌你!

Alrights, back to my main point. (:
These few days are longggggggg.
So let's pin point ya? :D

With Shanel Lim.
Turned my time over.
Still missing you & CherryBabyTan!
Still in a dilema.
You made me feel that things I did was a waste back somewhere 2years ago.
Realised that just need a bit more of commitment from the other one & You'll *poofing* for good.
I'm growing up finally after all this time.
I don't care for anyone past, ugly nor pretty, cause it's now that is most important & true.

End it fast. ADIOS~
Will be back soon. Oh, I'll be shopping real *shoon, next possibly place - Far East Plaza.

2009-03-25T00:43:00.002+08:00

I'm simply just fucking disappointed.
Grow wise & use your brain pleaseeeeeeeee.
Urghs, bummer. :@ !#&!$%@!
You're sucha pain in thy ass.
After these tears, no more I'm gonna treat you like a precious.
.

.
Ivy for Ivy.

2009-03-24T02:45:00.002+08:00

It's such weird me i know.
Being at home so early, ( 12plus. )
I've totally no mood to play outside,
just feel like going home.
Sigh, you won't understand.
You thought you understand/know what's happening.
But no, you don't. ):
You don't even bother to ask & only hear one sided story.
I wonder if you're for real, up & down you go.
Okay, let's not talk about this anymore.
Cheers Ivy! [':

Anyway my eyes got infected 2 days ago & it's feeling much better now. (:
So, great~ I can't wear any contact lense & it feels so weirdddddddddd~
My eyes look so fierce now & eyesight gets so blurry if I don't wear my specs,
but if wear already so giddyyyyyyyyy! OMGzxszxszxs. x

Nights all~
Till my next post ya.
With loves. (:

2009-03-20T09:04:00.008+08:00

Anyway, to some~ people,
trying so hard to act big.
Saying I'm a little slut, you're ain't any bigger.
( Just 1 year older? Or rather, months probably? ;] )
& brush up your english babe,
cause "pedophile" doesn't means what you think.
It freaking a psycho illness name,
meaning that an adult sexually attracted to little children.
Wow!~ You didn't know that right? hees.
Check in the dictionary before using any "chimilogy".
There's a link here for you, since you have so many time to waste.
Dictionary.com/ yes (:
So, hellooooooooo~ Get a life dude,
don't do an act of hypocrisy.
& I DID NOT hurt you any, so stop stabbing/accusing ya?
Moving on is inevitable.
& anyway, it's not that I don't like you,
it's just that, ( let me propose again. ) I did not wrong. Wrong, WRONG!
so, stop getting me provoked on my nerves.
Girls ain't easy animals, you know it well down in there ya?
No offence, alrights? (:

So ADIOS.
I don't want all this to become a real bummer.
So, cheers alrights? (:

2009-03-20T08:35:00.004+08:00

混乱与困境中.
In a confusion & dilemma state.

* Oh Baby Baby, show me how. ):

2009-03-19T04:05:00.003+08:00

Okok, people complained say I say wanna blog often but never. Bummers. -.-
So hello! hees.
P.s: I'm not at home anyway. :x

These few days had been alright, with my storybooks accompanying me.
( & of course my dearest Be. Shanel Lim. )
We both ran crazily around Singapore indeed with, *ahems*, peoples that you didn't need to know. (:

Ok, I shan't blog much since I'm not at home. (:
So, ~~adious~~ adios people!
( Corrected by Iris, thanks ya. ) :]

Pretending is easy of course, but in the heart, forgetting is freaking damn difficult.

Days are just bad, Bad, BAD! without you with me. -.-

BYEBYE luh! . . .

2009-02-27T08:43:00.007+08:00

' } . Ivysimmeijun & Shanellimhonggin.

Gotcha!
IvySimMeiJun is so gonna blog often from on now!
Okay, I mean it. (: believe me alrights? gees.
Orientation past & Monday is cominggggggggggggg.
Ohmygod. *Praying hard*
My song would be 傻瓜 - Landy;温岚.
Wish me luck & hopefully I wouldn't do any disgrace! ):

Okay! Training is later on,
so Adios~ off to prepare & bomb Shanel Lim wake up already.
Gonna be tired, I din't even get any break!
Rushing to find the -1 for the song. ohmy, i'm really nervous.
But luckily I've managed to get it. Hees. :B

Anyway, Morning to all! Loveeeeeeeeee ya! (:
I'm off, will be back blogging soon, don't worry!

27th feb 2009 ; 5.30.a.m.
He says:"You Spicy Hot Hot!"
Indeed, your smiles & laughters stroked me deep. (:

2009-01-20T16:08:00.006+08:00

IvySimMeiJun cut bangs.

& it's damn nerdy. Ohmy.
:x unlike ShanelLim's. hurs! ):

New year's coming, yea!
AngBaos & DongQiangDongCiang time! :D

I'm already happy enough to be able to stand at a distance,
see you play & smile like the past.
I love you(****** ; 2.35pm).

2009-01-14T09:09:00.000+08:00

Yeahzxszxszxs, guess it?

I'm still awake, haha.

Using the computer stilllllllllllllllll.

Wow, now then i notice it's 9am already,

no wonder I felt like something is going wrong in there.

I wonder what time Be will call me, Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,

I want go gaigai! Gaigai, gaigai, GAIGAI! )x

WOohoOzxszxszxs, gone crazy/mad. MAMAaaaa~

-.- . . .

Anyway, IvySimMeiJun want buy this phone a lot nahhhhhhh.

You want to buy for me mah? hahahahohoho. siaozxs.

XPERIA X1

buhbye! (:

Yao ji de hui lai ohzxszxszxs. (#.#)

2009-01-14T05:28:00.000+08:00

A new year, a new start. (:

But i'm so not gonna give up on you.
Though it might be hard for me but I know it's just right for me.

So, childish acts no more, back to ME.

CNY is soon hereeeeeeeeeeeee.

Happy New Year everyone!A new start & a new start! yeahs.

Gonna shoppppp till you rotttttt.

Didn't went anywhere today, slept till 8 & went to training & met Be, after that went Hougang Plaza to EAT Ayam Penyet.Saw Muhd Fareez Khan Bin Anwar & he was stupidly calling my name nonstop like an idiot. haha :x & then headed to meet Di & Qingrong & Di was like promoting my legs to QR. -.- We went EATING at Punggol Nasi Lemak, then it came the rain & we hurrily boarded the cab, they alighted & I went to meet Shanel Lim again. Talked & slacking around for awhile & we went to coffee shop & EAT AGAIN.Haha, okays, yes, I ate 3 freaking meals in like, 3hours? hoho.So now I know why I'm fugging growing fatter & fatter. OMGZXSZXS.
Need some diets pleaseeeeeeee.

Shanel & I was crazily tooking photos at the coffee shop. (x

Thanks Ahgao for the presents & so no thanks to QR for the stupid SECRET!
I'm sure to so gonna get you for it, duh!
YA'BETTER WATCH OUT!

Okay! Gotta get some sleepzxs & out later in the afternoon with my Be,
walk walk see see, window shop & start a list of what to buy for New~ year! (:
Nights all. (:

2009-01-12T21:52:00.000+08:00

Hellozxszxszxs. -.-
Okay, i'm not in the mood at all,
so i'll just update for the sake of updating. heh(:

Days are really complicated, although things goes the way I want,
but it's really tiring. ): & regrets, yes, a lot.
It's not that a new one is not good, but the old one still suits me more.
Sigh, indeed the first step is the greatest & boldest step in the journey.
I just wanna go back to the same simple life, lion dance, school, friends & you.

A post for you.

Ahbaos.
School starts already, study hard okay.
All the best, pull up your socks! (:
But don't get things in way for us yea Baos,
we'll still be closely sweet, caring & loving each other.
I miss our little girls' days, they seems so carefree compared to now.

Be.
Shanel Lim Hong Ying, you uh.
Okay, my turn to nag at you. Hoho.
When things go wrong, think & realise it's a mistake & learn mot to repeat it again.
When you chose this decision, think wisely & do it your best.
You know who cares & loves you true heartedly, so cherish.
& please always remember this, like we always say, what goes around comes around,
so never ever treat others how you don't wish you'll be treated alrights?
& we shouldn't say things because you things goes good for you, just say things without any other reasons why.
Okay, lastly, Ahbaos & me still think good for you, so take good care of yourself.
& I know what i'm doing (: Remember in heart okay.

Remarks: Hopefully everything just goes right, for you, for me, for everyone else.

2008-12-22T05:35:00.000+08:00

I've gotta post with pictures (:

But soon.
haha :P

super lazy meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2008-12-06T10:31:00.000+08:00

Okay, I can't control myself but i did it again. )'=

Sigh, Ducky is out abroad and no one for me to vent my angers on!

Erms, alright, share my feelings with ...

Sigh, Ducky, I'm very sad. ):

I miss biting his, ' ji ki jiam doh, SAMURAI! '

hahahahoho. :x k k, I shan't be bad,

Ducky, don't get jealous so easily luh!

So this is for you,

I MISS YOU, DUCKAYEEEEEEEE! (x

Question of the day: What&where is the 'nice' thang in sad songs?

Answer: Those words which you wanted to let that someone to know so much.

Labels: Stop running from the facts, face it & stop hiding those feelings inside.

2008-12-04T04:00:00.000+08:00

hahaha!
someone is going crazy! ( ps: not me. )
cb luhhhhhhhhh~ hoho ):

2008-11-30T23:55:00.000+08:00

Sigh! hurhurrrrrs.
Okay, i'm not okay.

Don't ask so much.

Just super duper ninabueh sad.

Okay, i should say, SIAO! ):

2008-11-29T19:25:00.000+08:00

Hellos,
I've got a lot to say!
But not now, haha.
Going out but temptated by my nephew and so snatch from him to use,
hoho, so bad, no luh! lent a while onlyyyyyyyy. (:
& can't let Boyfriend wait so long, going anchorvale cc meet him,
he's with cute they all.
Cute chushi while he's there waiting for me.
haha, so I shan't be bad.
Anyway! Thanks for sending me home last night Boyfriend!
I love Leroy Tan Jun Hao! haha (:

A post for you!

Ahbaos! Darizi is coming,
jiayou & all the best to you yea!
I hate Mummy. ): tmd
He's pushing me nearer & almost into the hole!
urghzxsxzsxzx HATE-DA HIM SUPER NINAMA-EH LOTS! :x
*this one cannot say uh.* familiar ey?
I love talking heart to heart with you!
Sharing our biggest secrets & thoughts.
hahaha. meeting you later at Jooseng, muacks!

Be, I'll always be there k,
so cheers up & enjoy!
Cry and make up drop then not pretty le okays!
Shan't say much cause inconvenient to. (:
Love ni hen duo hen duo toozxszxszxs!

Ducky, don't kp luh!
keep rushing me to upload photos everyday,
want haolian only, cheeeeeeeeee!
You got so many to haolianzxszxszxs already!
haha, breast to chest uh. hoho xP

I can't log in to friendster, ughs!
Really gotta go! buhhhhhhhh-bye! (:

You thought you really know what's on my mind,

but the fact is ...

no boy, you don't. )':

2008-11-20T06:19:00.000+08:00

Stupid Ducky!
You're thinking too much.
-.-lol. cute sey you. (:

2008-11-19T17:51:00.000+08:00

Imma really lazy to post.
Moodless, sick for 2weeks and it's not yet gone.
Audition is on Sunday but i totally can't make up for it,
so pushed it to December.
Wewe say it's probably on the 15th, so I must take great care of myself.

Sigh, I'm really sorry,
this is what i owe you.
Probably people say it's all your fault but I have mine too.
I'm really sorry but we could only stay like this,
but this won't last. I'm really sorry. ):
I wished I could but I couldn't.

Thanks Sanlao & Di for all those sweet carings,
Yes, I know what i'm doing,
so please don't get disappointed in me,
I'll explain someday, I'm sorry anyway.

Ahbaos, I miss you too(:

Crying is a perfect sleeping pill for me.

2008-11-06T15:57:00.000+08:00

You have yours & I've got mine.
We're fair now.
I Hate You,
not because I love you, it's for being sucha liar.
But I'm far off happier now.
And you too, ain't it? (:

D&D.

2008-11-04T08:44:00.000+08:00

Yesyes, I love my Ahbaos a hen duo hen duo! )'=
We're still the same old us/never changes.
I miss you a lot too EstherKehMiaoHong!
haha, don't jealous luh, :" I can like a tons of people, but my heart just got so full even there's only you."
lol! okays, let's get serious w'it.
SENTOSA! ohyea, I wanna go so much yea. ):
Imma getting fairer and Idaaaaaaa, HATE IT!
Urghs. Tan is the sexy me ya(x .
Call me when you're awake l3itchAss!
hoho, I eager to hug you so tight and talk so much rubbish with you. :D
CALL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. =D

Alrights, nothing much going on.
Even there's so, shhhhs, I won't say.
haha! So, nothing much to blog.
Thoned last night anyway, with Sister, Ducky, HuluDidi & FenRongYeYe.
Ohmyguanyingma! haha. Okays, ohmy, I've gotta wait for my pay.
& dress up and there flows my first ever pay! yea! (:

IvySimMeiJun says : "Daylight, day bright, you'll be always mine?,
When'll will that day come my dear?" *Sighs*

2008-11-02T10:36:00.000+08:00

Hellos,
Update before I get recharged(:
Ermzxszxszxs, IvySim had watched two movies in this week,
Connected & The Coffin!
Yes,yes, I know it's unbelief-ableeeeeeeee!
But I did it! *filtering with my jacket thinking that I couldn't see anything,
but boom! saw everything and got shocked!*
lol, thanks to my Ducky(LeongHaoMun) & Sister(GohTianCheng) luh,
they're steady dao cannot steady already can!
Although Sis got scare me in the theatre! NB ...
There's times when I was super low batt, but all thanks to Ducky for borrowing those comforting shoulders of him, x) lol!
Lovezxszxszxszxs them hen duo! xD

Imma gonna sleep and recharge my battery then can steady & high with my Ducky luh,
Ohmy luh! They got shang zhong & maybe even yew keng.
& I'm cracking my mind where to go later, they're steady no matter where(:
Oh, & other steadys FengRong'yeye, Hulu'DiDi, Sean & that Siao/Xiao ahbeng, ZhongLiu. :D

This are posts for Ahbaos, Be & JieMei(NgKhengYi).

Ahbaos! See this post text/ring me up yea?
Backed from your holiday, this afternoon i think(:
I miss you damn lots, it's been a long time since I've seen you.
& talking about those " you de mei de " haha :D
Sentosaaaaaaaaaaaaa??? Boos. ):

Be! Text/ring me up too when you see this.
Idk when your prepaid got money when don't have luh!
So you contact me okay? lol. cute sey you,
same as my lor-soh Be! xD
I miss your !@#$%&*@? though! haha.
Miss talking heart to heart to you & baos(:
Sentosa soon okay? :D

JieMei,
Cheers & call me or Hm okays?
I steady you, you ps-ed me ...
Bring me go out play ma! :D

_____________________

Yes, I promise.
Zipped! (:
Our secret!
I Love You!!!
Muackzxszxs, haha! xD

2008-10-26T10:30:00.000+08:00

Very long never use computer already man!
Everything really is rot. hoho.
I'mma like quaratined from outside world,
( & finally realising that, so little i actually know from whats happening. ): )
Only work, meet sister(tiancheng), they all thon(:
a lot of stupids corks, haha.
Oh! Anywayyyyyyyyy.
Sister, sorry uh.
Never meet you all this two days.
haha, saturday & sunday also mixed up. :D

I miss Ahbaos, Be & HP,E,K darlings, Sayang, Tangs & others >.<
Sigh all of all, I miss my Uncle the most. ):
Thanks for everything you've given. Please rest in peace. (:
& Ahgu, we love you & will always be so...

I've got a big big secrettttttttttttttttttttttt! shhhhhhhhhs~ =P

Gotta rush!
Next post sure more things okays. (:

2008-10-10T19:06:00.000+08:00

Hellozxszxszxs & Welcome!

This is the first post.
Starting anew, yes.

Cheer! :D