Wednesday, May 13, 2009

I tell you,

I'm super tired!
Idk why.
I'm back from chalet, I did slept,
but I still prefer my own bed, my own pillows.
Hoho.

&&&! I buey teh hand they kept watching those disgusting shows.
Makes me almost puke out, they are perverts, sick in the mind.
OHMYGOD.

Okay, nights! :)

Of course I miss everything about you a lot still. :')

♥ ; Who could predict what would have happen. 02:33.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Phew~, finally finished packing my clothes.
It's like O.O, hills of them.
All like brand new siolzxszxszxs, or most only wore 1-2 times?
WT~ Jitao keep in big big paper bags.
Mummy saw & asked what's happening,
then I said, oh~ Old/spoiled shirts luh, clean up wardrobe.(就是don't want let her go see.)
Buddens? :"这样多啊!" Then she started browsing over.
:"哇, 很多很美还好好的, 给我leys~"(tryna撒娇with me.)
then I finally said :"Don't cha siao me luh, maciam你塞得进likethat!" :P
Lols.

Anyway, there's tons of different brands, of course we can't remember where & when we brought them, will be selling them at low prices, :( a bit 不舍得nahhhhh, nobody ever dares to throw/give away/keep away my clothes away w/o my permission one lo. Even if by force, I'll have a thousand of excuses for each piece. Sigh! I know Be thinks so too luh.
She even got take her GAP t-shirts out & sell okay!
Alarmak. Pain luh, but boh pian! But then bury them at home,
leave them alone, let them rot right?. :(

So, I'm waiting for Shanel Lim to wake up again~
I tell you huh, if she's any later then 2pm,
then her spaghetti will be gone! hiakhiakhiak~

Ciaos. :)

I want nobody, nobody, nobody, but you.

------------------ *Taktak-tak.*

♥ ; Who could predict what would have happen. 12:13.

Regretted, regrets, regretting.
Awaited, awaits, awaiting.
Cried, cries, crying.
What else can I do seriously?
I'm too tired to think anyway.
The only best way is to find something & get myself busy with. :')

下雨了站在玻璃门里头

并没有总是挂念着我

你带着伞来接我
夜晚了只剩老板跟我

像从前你抽着烟皱眉头

不知怎么安抚太任性的我

本来不觉得你特别疼我直到你不再疼爱我以后

已经过去雨伞和雨衣不会再庇护我

本来不觉得你特别疼我直到你不再疼我以后

来不及了手写的留言对象已经不会是我

停~雨了不必再躲~雨了已经过了该打烊的时候

还是不太想走

太晚了只能坐计程车

为什么~ 想念着摩托车常常会半路熄火的后座

本来不觉得你特别疼我直到你放弃爱我以后

已经过去雨伞和雨衣~ 不会再庇护我

本来不觉得你特别疼我直到你不再疼我以后

来不及了长长的简讯对象已经不会~ 是我

走在湿漉漉红砖道上沿着导盲砖试着假装

的确有点困难~ 也许我就这样走路回家~

反正你不再在乎几点~ 该几点回到家

本来不觉得你特别疼我直到你再也不疼我以后

已经过去雨伞和雨衣~ 不会再保护我

本来不觉得你特别疼我直到你放弃爱我以后来

不及了对不起长大太慢~ 害你遗失了我

抱歉, 让你白费了~ 这么多. ='(

But luckily, I have my precious ones still with me when I'm in my lowest period.

My 阿宝, Be & Si Pui Ey gorgor. ='D

Thanks for others who asked about me too,

wishing me lucks & those who asked me to cheers & smile too.

I'm grateful enough to at least still have people caring for me,

providing me a shoulder/hug when I burst out crying,

trying so hard to make me smile or laugh when I go weak again.

Yes, indeed, I've lost a great listener,

a "counsellor" & a very great pillar between these times.

Things that I've done that will/had hurt him blindly, I'm truely sorry.

But, deep down, I know, you're still supporting me secretly ay? :')

Yesssssssss, you! Trust me, I've grown up,

no longer the previously dumbwitted/stubborn Ivy anymore.

Thanks to everybody for everything you all had did for me.

I'll still be living strong with my tears & sadness though.

No worries ya, Ivy Sim Mei Jun, 沈美珺, will be fine. :')

♥ ; Who could predict what would have happen. 08:13.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Bombing S to wake uppppppppppp!
Lols, tired still don't wanna admit.
Meeting her at my house to take pictures of our clothes that we wanna sell. :)
Haiyo!~ When will she wake up leys? Oh bummers-.-
& we really crack over mind over the bloglink of our blogspot.
Damn, bloglink "子"已吗! Need think so long mehhhhhhhhh. Lols.
Haiyoooooooooooo! Very 烦 leys?!!!!!!!!
Alarmak. x

想你, 已变一种习惯.

I don't dare to ask for more,

just all these I've been wishing.

Take care my dear. :')

♥ ; Who could predict what would have happen. 09:53.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Last night I slept over at 阿宝's house.
Then in the late afternoon, Ahgirl came,
& we went playing badminton bringing 阿宝's little sis along.
Played till halfway, 阿宝suddenly goes, :"阿宝，你懂你昨天睡觉讲梦话吗?"
Then I said :"有meh? 可是我没有做梦leys?"
:"是meh? Buddens 你在那边一直(trying to act as me):"香香，香香~"
(then she added)"si beh烦lo!"
Me :"真的meh? 骗人loh!"
She ji tao scold me :"我骗你GAM LAN啊?!"
Then I lanlan :"Oh, okeh loh. :( "
Lols, she's a 母老虎.

So, I think I'm really going berserk so, real, soon! x'(
Am I really thinking too much?
Why everybody see my face say I'm very depressed?
Even not very close friends? sigh. :(

So I'm going prepare now & out to meet 阿宝, Be & Girl.
Or they kp I long again. Haha, I'm late queen. =P
Now 阿宝s' more late okay!

L4D later on & pool, both ahgirl suggested,
1st time she suggested to play pool, everytime ask her play,
she can *Plink!* teleport to don't know where, lols,
it feels real weird listening that she wanna learn. O.o

Gotta be off! Ciaozxszxszxs. :)

I guess,
I'll be really missing you more each day.
I don't even know when I'll ever see you beside me again.
Sigh, it's not that I'm brave to just post about you,
it's because I know you won't be reading my blog anyway.
& I didn't tell you all these,
because I don't want you to get irritated by me.
:( Take good care my dear, ride safetly though,
even I'm not the one behind you, sitting on the pillion anymore.
I really missed the past when you showered me with your love.
When would history repeat itself again? It's always the bad ones, repeating